#nerdieshood

And Allah bless me with another soul of mine during my high school days. I don't really remember how/when we got affiliated like a company. It was in Form 2 or Form 3, but obviously not Form 1 because we are all from different classes. Basically, my Hogwarts got this special class called BCC class when we're in our Form 2. BCC class members will retain being in the same class for 2 consecutive years. After PMR, we then split to different classes again. Apparently, yeah we got bonded in this BCC class thing, doing things together. (we really have to do things on our own, teachers gave that responsibility). We did have a great bond, the whole class members. I remember, we were too absorbed into Running Man thingy on 2013 (Form 3) *laughing, flashing those back* *you know right, nerdies?* ... When we all got to Form 4, we were then be blessed to be put into the same class again. (Yeayyyyyyyy)... Getting older, we were slightly matured. So, we got the name "nerdies" when we're in our Form 4. (still immature actually...hahahahahah) ... One of million things good about this company is that we have each other backs. I'm very grateful for being my beautiful Hogwarts (AIRIS), being inculcated good values. We talked in manners with good words. We taught one another, studied together, cherished one another. That was awesome moments ever. We really know each other well (likes, dislikes, favourite things) but never once ask "why you like/dislike this?". That level of individual respect was just perfect.. I'm not sure for other people but sometimes I don't like people asking why I didn't like something or asking me something I don't like. For me, that's not how people respect ones. These people are so good to me even sometimes I don't know how to say thank you. After all, they are people who I spend my teen days with. Adolescence can be that lol period where we start to grow up, well they were and are with me on that time until now on. Counting days ahead, insyaAllah if I have a mansae long live. We all understand that one life principle. In life, we are dealing with humans. We're not all humans and we're not perfect. Sometimes we're wrong, sometimes we're right. That's normal.Yet, sometimes people can be that ego, feeling that they're right. And that's normal too. For this sense, we're humans we have feelings and stand. Sometimes we did wrong, it may look right to us but not for some people. Same goes to sometimes we feel like we're wrong, we feel guilty and we ask for forgiveness but it's nothing (they feel like that's not a mistake) for some people. If you feel like you're right it's really alright to not say sorry simply because you feel not to not because you don't want to. You have that right after all but that 'some people' also have that right to got offended, taking some time to comfort their own self as no one did. Don't say a thing if you keep feeling like you're doing the right thing. Why??..because they have that right too.. as a normal human. We're not perfect, and we completely have different personality. Considering this one principle, Nerdies share our adolescence days comforting and respecting each other's right. Being in that company sometimes I feel like a selfish asking people to understand me but getting older even from that Form 2 start, I really understand that it's not they didn't but because they are just normal people like me. We all have those problems, I'm pretty sure each of us but we keep loving one another. Thank you for that love, may Allah will always bless you girls. Forever, #nerdieshood

Kiss, Kikira.