cigarette & weeds

Instead of focusing my study routine in PASUM, exultantly proud to introduce you my best teletubies there. We were so awkward at the very first class (English class by Mr. Andy) yet we broke the ice smoothly after about months. For your little info, PASUM was divided into classes according to our birthday (birth date to be more specific). In my personal opinion, that's so great for us to know each other as we're born in the same month. Frankly said yeah there's a tremendous difference between those we were born in other late months, seriously. So, basically my class was FA2 ( we were all born in the middle of January). We considered our class just like an animal kingdom, we have our own class tee (our signature) *the only class which has a class tee* *so proud* though. Every single class member has his/her own animal identity. I'm of course a Panda. Those people were so matured at some particular issues or business but can be so funny and childish at the same time. They were so kind, humble and brilliant, always want to help with their little ability. Allah has blessed me, giving me a chance to know them. As for guys, they were so gentleman and considerate, taking a good care of girls. We were in Physical class, so guys are very dominant yet they treat us damn good. Very thankful for that. (one of my major fear to enter PASUM).Girls if you don't have anyone, I can set you one. hahhhaa..

I can't ask much, just don't let our friendship end. Remember every single memory we made together, you guys are part of my life. I do accept as true, a bye doesn't really means a farewell moment. You are all here in my heart and may Allah protect me from having an Amnesia. Thank you  for being my best friends, was so tickled by your jokes and words. You guys may not know me well asking every single thing I may look weird to you but yes, I'm a weirdo and weirdie. There're lots lots lots of things I didn't favour so sorry for that. Thank you for free ride (especially Captain, Cam and Syafiq). A warm thank you for zany for being my virtual dad (along) as well. Ohhhh, this is no joke, a big brother to me. Sorry for any misbehaving and thank you for everything. Here, our family photos on thread.

*we love eating, hunting food everywhere.*
*we hang out a lot but always finish our tuto and studies*
*McD was our fav stop after*

Thank you for every kindness, deed and memory you've given to me. Thank you for all those "jom" and "okay" for every offer. May Allah always bless you. #ForeverFA2 #FA2AnimalKingdom

Kiss, Kikira.

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Kikira and the Chamber of Secrets

As so for you guys to know that I have like three to four notebooks (keep changing) during my high school days. It's a 'notebook' I know, was supposed to write down notes or reminders. but my notebooks was misused sometimes whenever it went around 'hanging out' with my fellow nerdies. Let's me give you a clear view. We were in the same class for like 4 consecutive years but during our final senior year, the table arrangement in our class was changed according to current hipster style. So, nerdies were somehow divided into to 2 subgroups. Nerdies kanan and Nerdies Kiri. Nerdies Kiri is more like excellent students who always study, doing maths but Nerdies Kanan is more like playful kids who always play play, joking around and and and stealing one's notebook. (we all have our own notebook). *so cute* With the urge of my internal memory desire, I feel like sharing some of our thoughts, artwork, doodling times in today's post. Feel happy with it, okay?..... I'll only focus on Nerdies Kanan as I can't really find any 'artwork' of Nerdies Kiri in my notebook. #weweresopopularbackthenatourschool

Real situation: They keep passing my notebook ( our table arrangement manner).

Now: I'm flashing that back, sharing my notebook contents.

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WARNING: The messages/scribble/handwriting might be so immatured. Sorry for any offense or anything you can't clearly see/zoom in.

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It was a robot drawn by Arina. I wasn't really sure what was exactly she's passionate about during that moment but yeah she has that skill. I guess, she drew for me right after I asked her to do. Hahha, I saw one in her notebook, so I asked her one then. That was a beautiful draw isn't?

another wish from Arina... 

  Okay, we were and are so obsessed plus fanatic plus insane about Harry Potter (everyone is). This is Arina's handwriting, guys. So prettyyyy... Basically, we are not in the same house. Only me and Gee are in Gryffindor. 'Alyaa is a Ravenclaw and Arina is a Slytherin. After all, majority wins. #GryffindorPride

This one was written by Gee (She's know very well these islamic quotes). It was a good pep talk and reminder, thank you for that. She can doodle well too, so I'm pretty sure she's the most who got accessed to my notebook. lol.

I never know 'Alyaa learnt Hindi. She must love Bollywood then. Ignoring the meaning of that pyaar thing, another pep talk there with a special signature. Sorry for that but Gee corrected it. No offense okay.

'Alyaa used to be a CN Blue's fan. During this time, they were just released their new album so she expressed her love on my notebook. 

Maira's (Nerdies Kiri) 

There're aren't much Nerdies Kiri's, I feel bad already. Don't get it wrong, we are all best friends. For those who don't really know me, I'm that kind of girl who always appreciate things doesn't matter how trivial it may look to you. It does take effort from you, I know that one. Thank you for these memories you expressed in my notebook. Knowing that you know my circumstance, I reckon your pep talk and wishes are not the random ones but the real ones you wish to convey to me. Yet, words conveyed don't really matter but the honesty and love are. May Allah always bless your small effort towards me and never change being the best person to me.



Kiss, Kikira.

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'big lass'?

Jan 3, 2016

It was my trip to KL with my fellow Nerdies, savoring our free time (after SPM). It took about weeks to plan this trip with a perfect plan layout. We were not confident at the very first but we challenged ourselves to still proceed it. We went there by a KTM train, and spent nights at 'Alyaa's uncles' houses. Actually, it was out of plan. We planned to stay nights at hotel because we didn't want to trouble other people up but then we were not rich that time (come on 18 year old girls kot), we need to cut down our trip expenses. So, we ended up agreeing to stay some nights at their terrain. Allah bless us with these kind, humble people. (may Allah always bless them and their generation) They gave us a great hospitality with a pleasant stay. So happy for that.

We did list down some a-must-to-go places but before reach at the destination we encountered many challenges. More surprisingly was that we did it all together. Yes, WE ARE ONE! We encountered many challenges. (missed the train, wrong LRT lane, don't know where to go) Yet, was very proud to be able to arrive safely. Good job, Nerdies. You did it so well. 


WARNING: Photos below was taken when we were in our 18 (2016). Immatured faces detected, obviously. 


Whenever you go to KL, KLCC is a must. Here, some photography goals we did at Suria KLCC. 

We got into TYPO but did'nt buy anything..lol...

we're so cute,isn't it?

wearing my couple shirt...ahaksss...

another photography goal

That warming smile crept across your face, always.

that one small circle, please don't break it..

feeling like being in the jail for seconds

KLCC is so stunning (featuring us).. Thank you, Mr. Caesar for your architecture touch.

#friendshipgoal

and the journey continued on and on. Those girls kept travelling all around KL. We also went to Berjaya Times Square (BTS). It's more like a New York Times Square...hahahha...

tweety & twinnie

#teamtaknaknaikrollercoaster

that pose was so popular back then, I guess...

*sneak* hungry faces

only two of us fangirling over these superhero.. *excited*

we even played at the same playground... miss this..

We planned for a skating at the first plac but then we were not sure whether we should go to IOI or BTS. Finally, we made a decision to do it at BTS. Yet, we all felt inferior seeing bunch of kids skated gracefully on the ice. *flip everything* So, we gave up on it and played bowling instead. It was my first time playing bowling though.

spot my name please...hahhaha..

Our next stop was IKEA, Damansara. We just took a tour all around IKEA and had our lunch there (main dish will always be IKEA's meatballs).

While waiting for the UBER drivers, we took an advantage on Texas Chicken's colourful wallpaper.

It was a great trip after all. We got to know each other well during this trip, having a pillowtalk, enjoying this trip together. It was so fun and exciting. Thank you for those memories, may our friendship last forever.

say cheeseeeeeeeeee...

Kiss, Kikira.

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#nerdieshood

And Allah bless me with another soul of mine during my high school days. I don't really remember how/when we got affiliated like a company. It was in Form 2 or Form 3, but obviously not Form 1 because we are all from different classes. Basically, my Hogwarts got this special class called BCC class when we're in our Form 2. BCC class members will retain being in the same class for 2 consecutive years. After PMR, we then split to different classes again. Apparently, yeah we got bonded in this BCC class thing, doing things together. (we really have to do things on our own, teachers gave that responsibility). We did have a great bond, the whole class members. I remember, we were too absorbed into Running Man thingy on 2013 (Form 3) *laughing, flashing those back* *you know right, nerdies?* ... When we all got to Form 4, we were then be blessed to be put into the same class again. (Yeayyyyyyyy)... Getting older, we were slightly matured. So, we got the name "nerdies" when we're in our Form 4. (still immature actually...hahahahahah) ... One of million things good about this company is that we have each other backs. I'm very grateful for being my beautiful Hogwarts (AIRIS), being inculcated good values. We talked in manners with good words. We taught one another, studied together, cherished one another. That was awesome moments ever. We really know each other well (likes, dislikes, favourite things) but never once ask "why you like/dislike this?". That level of individual respect was just perfect.. I'm not sure for other people but sometimes I don't like people asking why I didn't like something or asking me something I don't like. For me, that's not how people respect ones. These people are so good to me even sometimes I don't know how to say thank you. After all, they are people who I spend my teen days with. Adolescence can be that lol period where we start to grow up, well they were and are with me on that time until now on. Counting days ahead, insyaAllah if I have a mansae long live. We all understand that one life principle. In life, we are dealing with humans. We're not all humans and we're not perfect. Sometimes we're wrong, sometimes we're right. That's normal.Yet, sometimes people can be that ego, feeling that they're right. And that's normal too. For this sense, we're humans we have feelings and stand. Sometimes we did wrong, it may look right to us but not for some people. Same goes to sometimes we feel like we're wrong, we feel guilty and we ask for forgiveness but it's nothing (they feel like that's not a mistake) for some people. If you feel like you're right it's really alright to not say sorry simply because you feel not to not because you don't want to. You have that right after all but that 'some people' also have that right to got offended, taking some time to comfort their own self as no one did. Don't say a thing if you keep feeling like you're doing the right thing. Why??..because they have that right too.. as a normal human. We're not perfect, and we completely have different personality. Considering this one principle, Nerdies share our adolescence days comforting and respecting each other's right. Being in that company sometimes I feel like a selfish asking people to understand me but getting older even from that Form 2 start, I really understand that it's not they didn't but because they are just normal people like me. We all have those problems, I'm pretty sure each of us but we keep loving one another. Thank you for that love, may Allah will always bless you girls. Forever, #nerdieshood

Kiss, Kikira.

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The Comeback of STAR Girls

After awhile (not exactly 'awhile'), I start to write a new post. *around of applause please* It has been awhile since I practised my English as well as my writing skills on blogger. So, feel like share another soul of me. I'm not sure if a mere human can have tens of soul but apparently I did. Along this awesome journey of life, Allah has sent me multitude number of kind, awesome people. It will be a great regret if I resent them, instead. With a deep humbleness and weaknesses, I raise hands conveying my thanks to Him for that. For some reasons, I feel like owe them for giving me beautiful memories. Basically, we did have sweet sour salty memories of course we're not perfect but knowing the fact that we respect one another it's more than enough. For this new post, it's more to a appreciation post to my fellow best friends since my primary school days, the ones who are very close to me through thick and thin. Okay let's dive into past memories.Not to brag or what, but we were indeed good excellent students, always be those ones who represented our school for every kind competition (warm thank you for all teachers for good training and support).. so we always compete each other in a healthy way. I'm very thank for that, making me to be a competitive person even when I'm getting older. People said we don't really remember what did we do in our primary school maybe because we're too young back then. True but with those awesome best friends, I did have a great memory about it, a great picture in my mind. Lots... but sorry, I was too young too to do other great things to appreciate them. I'm so sorry for that. Getting older, we have like other great commitment it's hard to start doing things we love to do together but those efforts you've put, may Allah bless them. Million thanks, million loves. We went to different school, so we didn't really spend our high school days together. We may not experience that teen syndrome, PMS together. but that's alright. May my future husband, kids know you well as well like I did. so other great family bond/ties will get fostered.

Kiss, Kikira.

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